Ties That Bind.

This is the day she walks away. This is the day you turn around and see your mistake. She's been waiting for this day. She thought she was there right with you. But only part of her was. You have her heart gripped in your hands. Ripping it apart ventricle by ventricle. A twist of the tongue. She wishes you just kept everything up inside of you. The more you're a ghost the more she is upset. The sinking feeling in her chest is lying so deep now. Like there is an indentation in her chest. You are pulling her soul away while she is trying to grasp on for air and life. Why are you doing this to her? So many lies all from the start. What were you trying to gain from taking her heart inside your hands? So many questions that will not be answered. You cower away like a frightened dog with his tail between his legs.

Break the ties that bind. You wouldn't let her do it so now is your day in May take charge and just pull the rest of the pieces from her heart so she can pick it up and start with her head high again. So ashamed to let you in. You will never understand what you have meant to her in such a short period of time. You fed from her veins but spit the blood back in her face. She hopes this makes you happy down the road. You have ruined two things. One which is a friendship that will never withstand this. The other thing you ruined is her belief in you. If she has been what you have been looking for why have you thrown her overboard only to hold her head in the water to drawn.

It hurts her so much and you don't even care what it is doing to her. Some days she is okay and others she just wishes for your voice to grace its presence upon her but you will not let it. The chains are heavy please remove them at this point. Break the ties that bind. Lost in a forest and the truth is hidden in the quicksand that appears as she is running for you, toward you, and now away from you. Her realization is the forest is where you left her and she is just running over the leaves and shrubby in her head at this point. You where never there and you never really cared. You took your vengeance out on the wrong person. The clock arms spin and spin. Days have gone by and she doesn't remember your breath at this point. Who are you?

Grinding halt. Withdrawn your name from the race. Last place was never a spot you ever endeavored so you left her at the last mile marker and took off for the run of your life to win the race. So her guess is that race was for another. who is at the finish line. She would never let you slip away but you let her. The wood you left her on in the water has holes in it and its sinking. When she takes her last breath of life it won't be you resuscitating her. She just may be waking up from a horrible dream state to learn you never even existed and at some points she wished you didn't. Don't look the shadows breath and they are telling her that her appendages much detach for her to become whole again so maybe you did her a favor.

Fallen. Dreams the same. Fall and fight and flight.

Ties

That

Break

the

Binds.